i cannot sleep i cannot dream tonight

kalo dah tak tido camne nak mimpi laaa yeop? hihihi.

anyway, it’s been a while since saya update blog saya ini. not that i have that many readers. for all i know, it’s only me reading my own blog, heh. and i’m tired of reading about me mopping about kimi. (note to kimi: hurry up love. just go to mclaren and be done with it! i’ll buy your mclaren shirt next year:p)

my sister made me a makngah for the 6th time on the 26th, presenting me with another boy. and he’s still under observation due to some lung complication yada yada which orang2 and my mum translated into “budak tertelan air ketuban”. owh man, babies are swallowing amniotic fluid all the time. they really shouldn’t put it that way. “budak tersedut air ketuban” sounds better, huh? am hoping that he’d get well soon so  that i could hold and cuddle him to my heart content :)

short note on f1, jenson and the brawn team won the championship this year. last race in brazil was so interesting but i was not in the right mood to write it down. i just need kimi to decide soon.

i think i miss sayang. and this is why i couldn’t sleep tonight. i just need that weekly dose of him. the more the better. but at the very least, i need to feel see him once a week. this week i was busy. and then on thursday (kitorang slalu dating malam jumaat, wahahahha :p) he had some work to do and so was i. owhhh rinduuuuuuuuuuu!

on a happier note, i dropped 1 size already! tak sia2 berlapar segala. am still fat but i lose around 6kg already, thanks to kejadian food poisoning earlier on. akan terus berlapar until i can fit into my old clothes :p

speaking of  old clothe, there’s this one shirt that i really like. dulu2 walau tak segemuk sekarang, saya hanya fit nicely into xl shirt. maybe sebab asset2 berharga yang TIDAK bernilai 5posen (wahahhaha). tapi i really like this shirt and dah banyak habis. tinggal size l aje. beli aa slambe. but i just wore it 1 time. masa tuh tak kenapa tah apa buat tah, jalan2 tengok umah wadie. masa tu dia duduk kat area2 taman equine sana. pehtu sembang2, pehtu kawan wadie ada gitar wadie main2 gitar nyanyi2. ahahhaha, tetiba teringat lepas balik shopping kat taman equine khamis lepas. setahun lagik bleh laa kot pakai semula.

ahhh ngantuk. tapi sekarang tengah tangkap tikus. dilema betul. nak tido pun tak senang ati, bleh.

i’ll stop here. take care. tata.