aku yang mengamuk

i take friendship seriously.

i tolerate no broken promises (oklah, kalo beritahu awal2 and ada reason yang sahih aku terimalaaa).

i expect friends to respect me as i respect them.

i demand them to value me as i value them.

so, sakit hati ke tidak, bila somebody yang kita anggap kawan baik kita, tend to ‘forget’ us bila ada somebody ‘more’ important. macam mana ni beb? tetiba plak lupa kawan ko sorang ni? macamlaa aku ni demand nak jumpa ko tetiap hari ke kan. ini, aku dah tak jumpa ko dah berapa bulan? agaknya ada 4-5 bulan kot. tak pun lebih. jumpa setakat lunch pon tak boleh ke? sejam je pun.

andddddd, it was not me suggesting the lunch date. it was YOU. and i expect you to honour your promise. i’ve drilled into you good manners. it was ok by me when you sms-ed me (albeit kena tanya gak tuh jadi ke tidak) and said that “something” came out and you have to postpone to the next day. but to keep quiet on that day (even after i sms-ed you) is one of the biggest mistake you could have made.

boleh plak tetiba hari ni ko nak sms2 aku cakap “ehehheh”. ko kenapa beb? aku tau ko bukanlah socially inept ke apa ke. ko bleh takde kesedaran kan? ko dah berapa lama kenal aku beb? pakwe aku tuh yang baruuuuu je kenal aku pun tau “awak tu kalo diam je marah aa tandanya tu”. haaaaaaaaaaaa, tengok. ko ingat aku diam takde sms takde kol ko tuh, aku suka sangat aa tuh, tak marah aa tuh?

beb, kalo ko bukan kawan aku yang rapat ngan aku maybe aku tak kisah beb. kalo aku jantan pon maybe aku tak kisah. perangai orang jantan ngan orang pompan ni lain beb. berapa kali aku mau cakap ngan ko? agaknya dah lama sangat aku tak marah2 ko, ko dah lupa kot.

takpun, maybe penat je laa aku anggap ko bestfriend aku selama ni. bila agaknya ko anggap aku ni macam pompan2 yang melambak tuh, takde erti barang sesen pun pada ko.

mixed news

it’s bloody cold in here. and just outside, fog is covering kl, making me feel as if i’m in london, errr or at least in genting :p

what’s news?

first, wadie is back from offshore. i miscalled him last friday to no avail (he almost always returning my call if i did that :p). i then sent him sms “ko dah tanak jumpa dah ke kawan ko sorang ni?” again to no avail :(

being me, i decided not to “majuk2″ and sms he again this morning. turned out that he’s in gemas. he just came back from ipoh for his cousin’s wedding. oh, well, that’s explained unreturned misscall and sms. got him to promise that he’d contact me when he return to kl and belanja2 me (hmmm, nak pow apa ek? >:))

second, on a maybe sad note, my colleague is spotting. she’s supposed to be 8 weeks preggie. well, it’s kinda hushed news, but you know how fast news travel. she had high fever last week and it might be the cause. she was spotting since yesterday. went to a family clinic (honestly, the clinic name is “klinik keluarga”, heh). the doctor there could not detect her baby’s hearbeat.

anyhow, she came to work this morning. then she cried. another concerned colleague took her to ppkb (it’s pusat perubatan kg baru). the specialist took a look and she also could not find the baby’s hearbeat. anyhow the specialist gave her a jab to strenghten her womb and gave her medical leave for 8 days. from it’s size, it’s supposed to be 5 weeks 5 days old. hmmmm. specialist asked her to come again next week for checkup. if there’s no heartbeat, then she has to undergo d&c :( pray that everything turns out ok.

third, for a week old news, my sayang tried out his talent (again?) at being a superman. tuhlaaa, jalan lom siap lagik, lom bukak nak gak naik. siap bawak laju2. huhuhu. not that i was saying that to him :p i just told him off softly “kalo jalan tuh belum bukak, mesti aa sebab ada benda lum settle…” hohohoho. he suffered multiple wounds on both legs. surprisingly, the khaki jacket that i gave him saved his body from receiving the same fate as his legs. the power of love maybe? muahhahahaha.

fourth, for over a week old news (it happened 2 previous saturday), sayang told his friend’s nephew that i’m his wife (what???). the nephew is maybe in his 20s and a bangla :p maybe sayang caught me staring deeply into his eyes…(ahhahahahahha). well, he got light brown, soft, puppy eyes, the kind of eyes that you willing to get lost into, hikss. that guy asked sayang if we’re married and he said yes (hoh, naik ke langit tak tuh? :p). then he asked if we have children, sayang said no and laughed at his own lie, maybe. cehhh, i almost blush and ran away to sit quietly with ivan.

owh, the perodua guys (the mechanic and the boss at service centre) were suggesting that i change to myvi. never! hiksss. anyway, i told my dad to tell them that i want to do a research entitled “how long a kancil can last before it falls apart” ahhahahahaha.for the record, ivan is clocking over 230 000km now. hebat tak?

fifth, farina will be getting married on 24th jan 2009. another one down. luckily nob is as single and happy as i am (yeke? :p). still can’t figure out on how i’d go there. maybe take early leave and busy myself with wedding preparation? hmmm. i missed out her engagement (since gaji masuk lambat and all). i already have some kind of engagement preparation’s experience  (for sue’s engagement) it would only be fitting if i involve myself in wedding preparation (hihi). let’s see how in january.

oklah, i should get ready for my asar prayer. should go straight home, cannot date sayang since it might still raining :(

until then, take care all. muahhhh :*

the dramatic closing

*sorry cerita all the good guys belum start posting :p

i wouldn’t miss the closure of the season even when kimi was out of the battle (oh, he did had another battle – 3rd place driver). since the race would be on 130am, i decided to watch the race in kl and forego the comfort and convinence of home (mainly the broadband for livetiming streaming).

anyway, straight to the race, kimi would be starting 3rd on the clean side of the track. massa on pole and trulli alongside him. at the start of the race, kimi maintained his 3rd place. coulthard spun, and end up not finishing the last race of his career. he was brought low by the 2 williams. nico first hit him then nakajima finished out him *sigh* coulthard said that it was most appropiate since he started with williams and now he was “finished” by the williams.

race was postponed 1/2 hour due to the torrential rain. 1/2 hour later rain stopped completely but the track was still wet.

errrr, what else? there was nothing memorable enough at the middle of the race. but then few laps before race ended, rain started to fall again. front runners rushed up to change tyres. timo glock gambled and braved out the wet track. before the rain, lewis was 4th and that was enough to ensure his title. but then due to timo he was 5th. and suddenly vettel was faster than him and passed lewis.

by the time massa crossed the finish line, lewis was still 6th. his engineer informed him that he won – both the races and the title. his family was overjoyed. but it was the shortest celebration ever. 3 corner away from finish line, timo was losing grip fast. vettel AND lewis passed him to secure 5th place and ensure his wdc title.

and the tv showed the celebration died as quick as it started in massa garage. i was laughing *ehem* massa cried buckets. pity him.

hopefully kimi would be back next season. next season will start at the end of march. long long holiday from f1 *sigh*

and this year i only missed out singapore race and report. hopefully i’d managed to do full report next season.

until then, take care, daaaaa.

all the good guys: intro

urghh. as opposed to my dad’s growing desire to blog, mine has dwindled to almost nothing. don’t really know what to write about. don’t really in the mood to type away anything remotely interesting *sigh*

anyway, yesterday while i was driving home from work, i was thinking about one of my bestfriend. and i got this idea to feature all the good guys i’ve luckily encountered and befriend so far in my life. god willing, i’ll make this into series but not necessarily back to back :)

tune on for the 1st episode (should be up real soon :p)