tentang jodoh, kebahagiaan dan doa (errr?)

masa kanak-kanak dulu, topik perkahwinan itu adalah sesuatu yang sangat mengujakan (macam laa sekarang tak ek? errrrrr :P). sakat menyakat sesama rakan sebaya bagaikan satu kemestian. ayat yang selalu digunakan “ali nak siti” yang membawa maksud ali sukakan siti dan ingin menjadikan siti isterinya yang sah. barangkali. mungkin “nak” itu adalah singkatan bagi “nak jadikan awek/isteri”. mungkin.

kemudian ada pula bermain silang2 jari. silangkan semua jari kanan dan kiri. kalau ibu jari kanan di atas sekali, tandanya akan berkahwin dengan pilihan ibu bapa. kalau ibu jari kiri, tandanya berkahwin dengan pilihan sendiri. nah, melenting pula tak pasal-pasal kerana “ditandakan” akan berkahwin dengan pilihan ibu bapa. padahal entah siapa yang memulakan “petanda” itu pun tidaklah diketahui. saya yang melenting ini pun tidak dinikahkan sampai sekarang oleh ibu bapa :P

semasa zaman sekolah, ramai yang menggiat-giat mengatakan, pasti saya yang dulu akan bernikah. saya gelak2 suka malu sambil tidak menafikannya. yelah, semenjak kecil, kecenderungan saya bermain dengan anak2 patung di rumah, sambil berimaginasi ada anak yang ramai, melancong dengan kapal2 mewah (eh, macam mana boleh timbul imaginasi ini ekk? hmm), membuka kedai pakaian kanak2 dan suami di medan perang (eh??). hahhahahahha. sungguh tinggi imaginasi saya ek?

seorang demi seorang kawan saya selamat menikah. saya? masih juga belum sampai jodoh.

apabila usia saya sudah meningkat, saya mula terasa hati bila melihat pasangan2 bahagia. apatah lagi ketika itu belum ada yang istimewa di hati saya. menikam2 di ulu hati bila melihat pasangan2 itu bergurau senda, bergelak tawa. bila ke majlis kahwin rakan2 pun begitu juga. rasa sedih di dalam keriuhan dan kegembiraan orang ramai.

itu dulu.

setelah selamat saya serahkan hati saya kepada seseorang, saya sudah tidak sedih2 lagi. bila saya baca cerita romantik2 di dalam blog/novel, saya capai telefon, sms yang tercinta. bila saya tengok cerita2 romantik, nah, masuk lagi sms untuk dia. bila saya lihat pasangan2 bahagia, saya senyum sambil memegang telefon, sms lagi :p

hidup saya ini berpusing2 ke situ sahaja barangkali?

hmmm, beberapa hari lepas seorang rakan bertanya, apa yang saya doakan di hadapan kaabah bila saya ke mekah. puas saya berfikir sejenak, lalu saya katakan, kali terakhir saya ke sana, saya berdoa dipercepatkan dan dipermudahkan jodoh saya. juga saya doakan saya mendapat zuriat2 keturunan yang soleh dan solehah. juga doa untuk kebahagiaan di dunia dan akhirat. itu yang saya ulang2kan. owh, saya juga ada doakan kimi menang driver championship yang diidamkannya, errrr. rakan saya terkejut. bukan terkejut saya doakan dipercepatkan jodoh, terkejut saya doakan kimi. ehehheheh. apa nak buat ek, kimi di hati :p

lalu kemudian dia seakan-akan kagum. mungkin hairan. saya tidak doakan diri saya memperoleh harta dan kekayaan. saya tidak doakan saya mendapat kuasa dan pangkat. mungkin.

saya katakan kepadanya, yang harus kita doakan, semoga kita memperoleh kebahagiaan. itu yang utama kan? apa guna harta kekayaan tapi tak gembira. apa guna kuasa dan pangkat tapi sengsara. saya tidak berdoa untuk itu semua, kerana saya tahu, harta dan kuasa adalah ujian terbesar yang diberi Allah kepada kita. saya tidak pasti saya boleh lulus ujian itu, makanya, saya ambil keputusan tak mau menduduki ujian itu. jadi saya tidak pergi mendaftar untuk ujian itu. tapi, kalau dipanggil menduduki, akan saya cuba berusaha bersungguh2 (faham tak ni? ahhahahaha).

seperti yang pernah saya coretkan dahulu, banyak perkara yang membahagiakan saya sebenarnya. jalan tidak jammed hari ini? bahagianya. dapat makan makananan kegemaran? bahagianya. melihat langit yang biru dengan awan bertompok2 putih? bahagianya. dapat bersama dia yang saya cintai? ahhh, terlebih bahagia :P

berbalik kepada soal jodoh, apabila rakan2 yang rapat dengan saya sudah bersuami, kemudiannya sudah mau bertiga, saya pula tiba-tiba kemaruk nak anak. tak pula kemaruk nak berumah-tangga sangat. ahhh, hairan betul saya. suka2 putting cart in front of the horses, ahahhahaha. minta2 ada mulut yang terlebih makan garam bila mereka menyebutkan “lepas ni, tak lama lagi giliran ko laaa plak” baru2 ini, hahahhahaha, errrrrr :”>

dahla. saya pun tak faham apa yang saya nak merepekkan. mungkin entry ini adalah satu hint? mungkin? errr, mungkinlahh.

mungkin saya harus berhenti menaip sekarang. sekarang muna. sekarang. okay stop.

my best friend’s wedding

another friend/s had managed to tied themselves up in the holy matrimony last saturday (cewahh, ayat akuuu). i was appointed as the bride’s maid of the day (ehem). she is one of the friend that the history goes way back to the secondary school. we’ve been friends in about 15 years. went to the same uni as well help us bonding closer than ever.

there have been times when she cried in front of me. there have been times when she told me things that she did not told another soul about. i’ve been holding the burden of knowing her deepest sorrow. there have been many sleepless nights we went through together, talking about our problems. i wish i had spent more times with her and share few more problems with her.

went there early so that i could watch the akad nikah ceremony. she was beautifully made-up. i barely knew her, this dearest friend of mine. she was forever concious of her make-up, fearing that she looked like a “pondan” as she said it. seriously, she looked beautiful than ever, i almost had tears in my eyes.

at the very last moment before the akad session, she gripped my hand tight. she was afraid of the unknown future, the future of a wife, whereas a wife fate is almost 99% in the hand of the husband. i knew that. i hold her hand tight, conveying “it’s going to be okay” message all along.

she was a beautiful bride.

i shed a few fat tears when i hugged her before i went home. i’ve never shed tears in any other friend’s wedding. just hers. i felt like i was losing her. in a way, i was losing her, to her husband. she’s now legally belongs to her busband. i warned her husband to treat her well, or else! he laughed a little bit nervously, i might say (aku kan garang, ahahahha).

to peja:
always treat abber well okay? she is a very loving and considerate person. she is one of the prime catch, and now you have her. love her and respect her always. she is now your wife and the future mother of your children.

to abber:
i’ll always be here for you. be happy, you hear me? give all your love and respect to peja as well :)

i pray all happiness in the world for both of them..

for picture, click here.

from melbourne: kimi in picture!

still basking in the glory of kimi winning the first grandprix of the season :P here go pictures of the winning man (that’s MINE :D). saya adalah malas nak mengkobek gambo2 sensasi, just pic2 of kimi in red :P (requested by incik es es bebeh, haa tengokla ko puas2 :p)

kimi: yes yes yessssss, menangggggg gak aku akhirnya. lihatlah munaaaa, aku lambai2 neh sebab aku tau ko tengok *waves*
muna: kimiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii *waves back excitedly*

kimi: yes yes yessssssss, lihatlah dhoniaaaaaa
muna: *blushes excitedly while jumping up and down*

kimi: muna adalah fan saya yang paling best *thumb ups* dia percaya saya adalah driver f1 paling hebat dan kewl di dhonia ini. this win is for you beb! *gives kiss kat muna ikut aura*
joan todt: nyeh nyeh, michael blah, aku dapat driver yang lebih terer dan kiyut, huhu
alonso: huh! *buat muka tak puas ati*
lewis: yahooooooooooooooo!!! *tak pedulik orang lain sebab kagum dengan diri sendirik*

kimi: munaaaaaaa, this is for you!
muna: owhhhhhh *claps excitedly*

kimi: well, saya menang sebab saya adalah terer..what to do laa kan?
alonso: huhhhh! *masih buat muka tak puas ati sambil merenung masa depan yg samar2*
lewis: lorghh, lex aa alonso. dah memang kimi hebat, kita redha jerla!
muna: *at lost of word, staring exictedly at kimi’s smile*

report from melbourne: kimi off with a good start!

seeing the light goes off sending a warm glow inside of me. yes, the f1 season is just begun!

up to everybody’s expectation, namely yours truly, kimi shines through out the weekends. with the fastest time in wet tyre during the wet condition of friday practice 1, kimi continues showing the world his worth.

snatching pole position using that ferrari seems like a child play for kimi. despite being challenge by both mclaren drivers AND bmw sauber of nick heildfield, he’s confidently upfront. “that’s my man!” i shout to myself. yes, kimi is finally where he should be – in a realiable and fast car.

this season’s races is brought to audions in malaysia by rtm 2. the only thing that i’d like to complaint is the knowledge of sport commentator in malaysia. they sucks big time! even me, know so much more about f1 than they do. at least that indian guy (forgot his name already, huhu) from 8tv made up for his lack of knowledge by showing lots of enthusiasm during the commentary. yeah, well, at least they show the qualifying and race live, right?

the other driver that almost steals the limelight from kimi would be lewis hamilton. this very young man, starts from 4th position, gains 2 places during the start. he makes a brilliant move to the left, leaving alonso defending his position from heidfield (which he also lose, huhu) and strike through both of them, braking late and moves to 2nd place. lap after lap, he makes similar, and slightly better laptime than alonso. he deserves a 2nd place, but then that lucky chap alonso, always seem to have things happen for his advantage. when lewis is on his way to make his final pitstop, he’s blocked by sato, costing him a few precious seconds. he rejoins behind alonso after that. what a shame! nevertheless, there’s no rookie being able to finish in podium since 1966. it’s 41 years! lewis is obviously happy settling for 3rd.

kimi smiles. yup, that precious smile of his sending happiness coursing through my vine. my mum even mention “kimi senyum macam azim plak mak tengok”. yeah, well, maybe since azim’s mama loves kimi so much, menurun plak ke anak aku, hahahhahahah.

nick heidfeld is 4th in bmw sauber. kubica in another bmw sauber has a gearbox problem and does not finish the race. fisichella is 5th. massa, starts from 22nd after opting to change his engine prior to gearbox problem during qualifying yesterday is 6th. last year in bahrin, kimi started his race in 22nd place after an engine change, and he came out 3rd.

another driver that i like, nico rosberg surprises everybidy by finishing 7th in his not so fast and not so reliable williams that is powered by toyota engine. he starts in 12th. ralph gets the final point for the race.

no picture could be found just yet, so, just enjoy the annual picture of all drivers for 2007 season.

*picture courtesy of yahoo! sport uk

the new season

we’ll be starting a new season this weekends. in fact, less than 24hrs from now. berdebar2 laa pulak rasanya, haihhh. albeit all the promotions for f1 ticket, got myself a “normal price” ticket last monday at sepang circuit’s headquarter at klsentral. this year i got seat number 16 (last year number 7) and still in row H. this year i opted for higher price ticket sesuai dengan status aku coz i believe kimi has something in store for me (jerit kat kimi: go go go kimi! win races for me!)

as usual, i’ll post the teams and driver line-up for this season. here goes:

mclaren mercedes
1. fernando alonso
2. lewis hamilton

renault
3. giancarlo fisichella
4. heiki kovalainen

ferrari
5. felipe massa
6. kimi raikkonen

Honda
7 Jenson Button
8 Rubens Barrichello

BMW Sauber
9 Nick Heidfeld
10 Robert Kubica

Toyota
11 Ralf Schumacher
12 Jarno Trulli

Red Bull
14 David Coulthard
15 Mark Webber

Williams
16 Nico Rosberg
17 Alexander Wurz

Toro Rosso
18 Tonio Liuzzi
19 Scott Speed

Spyker
20 Christijan Albers
21 Adrian Sutil

Super Aguri
22 Takuma Sato
23 Anthony Davidson

btw, found this interesting f1 blog (or whatever you wanna call it). give it a click if you’re a fan of F1. i’m going to dream of a wonderful season ahead ;)

dendam

i have a weird tolerancy over people. for most part, i’d be a very good friend, tak berkira, suka menolong, suka mendengar and such. they also can do onto me what some people might consider unacceptable, but still ok with me. if somebody asks me to outline the criteria of unacceptable things that a person could do to me, i really could not give a clear description.

all in all i easily forgive and forget. but then ada jugak certain2 orang yang aku berdendam sampai sekarang. huhuhuhuhu. why aa?

this 1st person used to be my part time bf. kalo boring ajak aa dia keluar. sumer pon fine. sebenar2nya aku anggap dia kawan aku ajer, instead of real2 punya bf kan. hasilnyaa, dia betray persahabatan kami dengan something yang aku takbleh nak accept. he crossed the line. i crossed his name from my “friend list”.

another person nih kalo ikut2kan maybe orang kata aku mengikut hati sangat. but what she did, sama ada sedar atau tidak, mengundang kemarahan aku sangat. aku jadik jelek dengan dia. rasa menyampah dan meluat berlumba2 kat hati. apa dia buat tuh, aku rasa aku takkan bleh maafkan. tak tau aa kalo esok lusa i change my mind. buat masa ini tidak lagi. hey, antara sentitive issue aku adalah all my beloved. tak kira aaa sapa. sumer yang aku sayang itu adalah sacred topic. tread with caution. or else!

kenapa ek aku buat topik gini plak? hmmm, aku suspec blog aku ini dikunjungi oleh uninvited guest. yes i know, blog ini kan bukan private stuff, tontonan umum. but then i really meant this blog to be read by my friends (definition friends: mereka2 yang ada dalam my “friend list”) so that they can be updated of my life. jadinya rasa cam kurang best bila ada unwanted guest/s.

unwanted guest/s, sila uninvite diri anda dari blog saya, okay? terima kasih. oh ya, tak payah susah2 nak kasik komen sebelum pergi pun, okay?

aktiviti bulan mengambang >:)

last sunday semasa sedang mendatingkan diri, saya melihat ke langit lalu terpandangkan bulan yang cantik, bulat penuh. hoh, sudah tengah2 bulan yer sekarang. my 1st thought upon looking at the moon is: wahh, bulan penuh kena makan ketam ni! yer, kalau anda nak makan ketam, sila dapatkan ketam semasa tengah2 bulan islam waktu bulan penuh. sebab time ni ketam2 nak mengawan, dia menggemukkan diri dia secukupnya. maka puas la kita kalo makan ketam yang gemuk tuh (eh, apalah aku merepek?).

told my beloved then that “bulan penuh laa. beli ketam ah”. “jom beli kat pasar borong” katanya. ehehhehehe. macam laa aku nak borong seguni pun kan? takla pergi pasar borong pun. gelak2 jer kat situ sambil merepek2.

anyway, semalam lepas makan2, ajak sue pergi giants sebab alang2 keluar duit, pergi laa merayau skalik kan? so, pergi giant dan bergegas membeli ketam. belek2 ketam yang palinggg besar. takla besar sangat pun. gamaknya sumer orang shah alam dah bergegas beli ketam kot, sebab tinggal skets jer stoknya. balik2 keje, bergegas plak ke dapur untuk menggoreng ketam.

mari kita saksikan aktiviti saya senja semalam.

encik ketam yang bakal menjadi korban – masih di dalam bungkusan

encik ketam yang sudah dibersihkan dan menunggu untuk dilulur, huhu

bahan-bahan asas untuk melulur ketam

setelah dibuang kulit, tumbukkan bahan2 asas sehingga lumat seperti gambar di sebelah, ehem

setelah cukup lumat, campurkan serbuk kunyit dan garam, kemudian lumurkan kepada encik ketam yang sabar menanti itu

biarkan seketika (atau semalaman dalam peti ais). sebab saya dah lapar, seketika jer cukup laa, ehehe. kemudia terjunkan encik ketam bersama lulurnya itu ke dalam kuali yang berisi minyak yang cukup

balikkan encik ketam itu dengan berhati-hati. bila terkena minyak panas, encik ketam pun menjadi merah. goreng sehingga masak. (note dari ayah saya: nak tau masak, bila goreng tuh dah tak keluar buih2 banyak2 tuh masak la tu)

setelah masak, angkat dan letak di dalam pinggan. rempah2 asing letak tepi. sediakan sedikit ruang untuk meletak nasi

tadaaaaaaa. bawa lari makanan anda ke dalam bilik dan letakkan di atas kerusi kanak2 merangkap meja makan anda itu (anda di sini adalah saya, ehehhe). “allahumma bariklana..” ittadakimasssssss

alhamdulillah. sedappppp. tinggal menda2 yang takbleh dihadamkan sahaja. errrr, note that newspaper yang alas kerusi @ meja makan tu? haaa, gunanya nak membaling kulit ketam ke atas tuhlaa.

sesapa yang terliur tuh bleh laa mencuba resepi saya itu. selain ketam, rempah ini juga lazat untuk di perap dan digoreng dengan ayam. giler ahh sedappp. senang ajer pun kan? cuma agak leceh nak tumbuk2. hmmmmm, nanti nak beli ketam lagikla, errrr. okaylaa, cukupla menggiurkan korang ari ini. until then, babaiii

p/s: now u know 1 of the reason why i consider myself a God-sent to somebody lucky enough to have me!

doubt no more

i may be over confident person. i believe i’m pretty and sweet. i believe i have a beautiful smile. i believe i’m intelligent. i believe i am a God send to somebody lucky enough to have me. but after so many failures with people of the opposite sex, i do have doubt. doubt here means, i’m not so sure whether me and bf heading towards the same direction. i have doubt since the very fist moment of him convincing me that he IS my bf. well, did he really meant it? really really meant it? i guess not. at least not at that particular moment.

we met. he acted like he was my bf. perhaps? my mind kept repeating that single word. how could i be sure of his feeling, short of asking him directly. and there i was, not entirely sure of my feeling towards him. that was the reason why i was not harrasing him with the question. yes. what would i do if suddenly he confess that he’s serious while i was not so sure of my very own feeling.

slowly, ever so slowly, i could feel myself change. over time i learn more about him. bit by bit i start to like him more and more. i believe i’m in love with him. here comes the dilemma, nagging at the back of my head. was he felt the same way? i really didn’t want to ask straight to his face “do you really love me?”

throughout the years, i have been asked for hand in marriage once. and another almost. suddenly my sister sms-ed me asking if i was interested to get marry coz she had somebody in mind. confidently i said to her “dulu2 orang takde bf tanak kasik. simpan jerla buat bekap”

i never thought that i would ever share this stuffs with my beloved. never. but then on our way back to melaka, suddenly all these words just came out of my mouth. to the fact that once i had been asked for hand in marriage, he asked “awak kena pinang sebelum awak kenal saya ke?” the way he said it, hmmm i don’t know how to describe it, just at that moment, suddenly i was sure that he is seriously considered me as his girlfriend, his territory perhaps. i quickly reassured him that it was 2 years back.

all self-protected walls seemed to crumble down. i readily expose myself to the dangerous territory called love. yes, i am ready to love again. of that i no longer have doubt.

yes, i do love you sayang! ;)

nasib perempuan

susahnya jadi perempuan.

kalau senang masakan Allah janjikan, taat pada-Nya, patuh kepada ibu bapa kepada yang bujang atau patuh kepada suami bagi yang sudah bersuami, terus-terusan dijanjikan syurga. nah, bunyinya mudah kan? patuh sahaja dijanjikan syurga. kalaulah semudah itu..

banyaknya pengorbanan seorang perempuan. lebih-lebih lagi yang sudah bersuami. kalau dahulu senang-senang hati bangun lewat meninggi hari, ada suami kena pula bangun awal. masakkan sarapan. takkan nak biarkan suami sendiri kelaparan? kalau dahulu kadang-kadang tak perlulah makan tengahari, perut masih kenyang, ada suami kena juga memasak. orang dah biasa makan 3 kali sehari. itu yang biasa makan 3 kali. kalau yang biasa minum pagi, minum petang pula? ada yang menyingsing lengan memasak kuih pula di dapur. itu kisah yang baru berdua.

kalau dah asyik berdua, akhirnya mesti bertiga berempat beramai-ramai pula. susahnya nak melahirkan anak itu. kalau senang takkanlah selepas melahirkan anak, Allah janjikan suci ibu itu daripada dosa, sesuci bayi yang dilahirkan. kalau meninggal dunia, dapat pula mati syahid. kita-kita yang belum merasa mengandung dan melahirkan anak, mendengar cerita ibu-ibu, kadang-kadang sampai jadi ngeri sendiri. itu belum mengalaminya sendiri kan?

susahnya jadi perempuan. bila nasib badan di tangan suami. dapat suami penyayang, untunglah diri. ringan tangan suami membantu kerja-kerja ruma, untunglah diri. dapat suami memahami, untung lagilah diri. semasa suami susah, sama-samalah bersusah dengan suami. tapi ada jaminankah bila senang suami hendak bersenang-senang dengan kita sahaja? entah-entah perempuan mana pula tergedik-gedik datang menggoda. perempuan yang tidak sedar diri! juga lelaki yang bernama suami yang lupa diri!

“susahnya menjadi seorang perempuan” keluh saya di malam itu, di sebelah dia yang memandu terus. dia diam tidak menjawab. mengiyakan tidak menidakkan juga tidak. ah, bunyinya seolah-olah saya putus harap, yakah? mungkin begitulah di pendengarannya. cuma saya harap dia tahu, saya tidak putus harap dengannya ;)

Allah janjikan syurga buat perempuan-perempuan yang sabar itu. yang dibuat macam-macam oleh suaminya, tapi dia sabar dan terus berdoa. yang dihancurkan hatinya oleh suaminya, tapi dia sabar dan terus berdoa. ya. syurga. tapi kita-kita yang masih bujang ini, kemaruk sangatkah syurga dengan setuju mengahwini lelaki yang tidak kita percayai? lelaki yang terang-terang akan menyakitkan hati kita di kemudian hari? ah!

memang susah menjadi perempuan, tapi pilihan masih di tangan kita kan?

sehati sejiwa

he is a man u fan and behaves like one (although he did confessed “dulu2 saya sokong liverpool gak”). and me, having decide that i would not involved and being a fan to any football team cause i feel i’m not really committed to be a loyal fan to one, take every opportunity to goad him (heh).

being around people who mostly root for liverpool, make me an unofficial fan of the club. i cheer when they win. i shake my head when they lost. i even not feeling sad when barcelona was defeated by them. errr, did i mention that the only club that i fancy is barcelona? and being an unoffical fan of liverpool, somehow make me skeptical of man u. i always label man u fan as poyo2 people only, eventhough some are close to me.

fate has something else in store for me. and i got a man u fan as my bf. huh, padan muka aku.

last saturday, eventhough i was half dead, tired out by our team building session, i went out with pakwe. it all started coz i voiced out my impulse to just drive back to gemas on saturday, hahahha. yerla, punya boring duk kat kj sorang2. duk umah best wooo, ada streamyx jer lengkap aa hidupku. after that he sms-ed me “mlm ni kita jumpa nak?” ehehhehe, of course la nak. aku kan rakuss. so we met. tetiba time tuh plak man u tengah ada game live. aku plak jemu makan tempat besa, nak makan tempat lain. tp end up carik tv besar gak nak makan. sempat aa sessi2 kutuk man u dengan pakwe wat muka tak puas ati, hahahha. sempat gak dia suruh2 sokong jerla mu tuh.

fast forward, kelmarin plak tercerita2 pasal bola lagik dalam sms. told him that i wanna find a small underdog club to support. skets punya tak puas ati pakwe saya tuh, hahahahhaha. “pasrah jerla, awak mmg kena sokong mu dgn saya” katanya. told him that i like the gaduh2 session with him, so i wont root for mu. he retiliate by saying “awak ni apsal nak gaduh2 gak ngan saya? sokong jerla mu tu ek” ahahhahahahahhahaha. haduiiiilaaa. kena sehati sejiwa gak ek? baru jerrr aku terima hakikat, dia dan aku adalah 2 orang berbeza aliran, hahahha.

all in all i guess i know the feeling of a football fan, or any other sport’s fan. after all, i am a fan of kimi raikkonen and mclaren mercedes. i am a fanatic fan of kimi. alaaa, tengok url blog pun tau kan? i like it when others said to me “aku tgk kimi race ari tuh. terer ah dia!” i go mad when somebody criticize or say that others are better driver than kimi. hey, mana blehhh. kimi is the greatest f1 driver alive tau!

i despise ferrari. and now kimi has join the team. nak tanak terpaksa kurangkan perasaan nyampah itu. i despise mu as i despise ferrari. and now my bf is a mu fan. nak tanak kena sokong mu gak ke sayang? owh nooooooooooooooo. tamo tau apa2 pasal bola. larikkkkkkkkkkk, hahahahhaha.

i need a reason to support mu. in order to do so, sesapa fan mu yg membaca entry ini, please give me reasons, lots n lots of them why i should support mu. and a warning for you, kutuk2 kimi or mclaren akan membuat saya marah gegiler, so please jangan komen mengutuk kimi or mclaren. sekian.