ucapan raya 2006

my dear friends, i’m off to madinah tomorrow. my flight is scheduled at noon. i’ll be spending the rest of ramadhan and celebrating hari raya in madinah/makkah. i’ll be back home on the 3rd november, insyaallah. pray for my safety. and here are the hari raya wishes for you *grin*

buat sue, my soon to be married lady, and my gretest ever roommate:
be a solehah wife, i know you will be, sajer nak cakap gak, hehehhehe. i’m very sorry i can’t attend your wedding, but be assured, aku akan menyerbu rumah puchong ko untuk berhari raya. saya nak gulai tempoyak tau! it had been nearly 2 wonderfull years being your roommates. you put-up with aksi2 bukan2 dari aku, bersabar dengan karenah aku, menyapu bilik yang penuh dengan salji2 bertaburan (heh), always thoughtful. we shared almost everything. ko masak aku makan, aku masak ko makan. aku beli ko makan, ko beli aku makan. aku tak pernah ada pengalaman having a close bestfriend getting married, and believe me, aku rasa sepi dan kosong *sila mainkan lagu kosong sekarang, hehehe* anyhow, i will pray for your happiness and blissfullness life as a married couple. mudahan2 korang berdua akan diberkati Allah selalu, dimurahkan rezeki dan dikurniakan zuriat2 yang sihat2, comel2, soleh dan solehah semuanya, amin. selamat hari raya aidilfitri. maafkan semua salah silap aku selama kita kenal, halalkan makan minum aku, dan mender2 yang aku pow n lupa nak kasik tau kadang2..

buat my dearest:
aku kata kat diorang, jangan ko balik raya plak sudah, time2 aku takder neh, hahahahhaha. tapi kalo ko balik gak, apakan dayaku. tah bila la plak nak jumpa ko lagik *sila dengar lagu when will i see u again sekarang* wei, mana hadiah aku? kata suruh tunggu abang posmen. penat aku tunggu abang posmen tuh tetiap ari, huh. anyway, selamat hari raya kat ko gak. ingat aku Allah selalu (hehehe). maafkan sumer salah silap aku dan halalkan makan minum aku. thnaks for almost always being there for me *smile*

buat wan liana:
thanx for being my horey2 buddy. welcome to the house babe! pas raya bleh la kita suka2 dengan lebih mudah yer. nantikan, aku juga ingin kurus dengan product yang dicanang2 itu, hohoho. selamat hari raya to u too. maaf zahir batin, halal makan minum

buat mrs president:
selamat enjoy the pelita raya, baju raya, kasut raya, purse/clutch raya, having your husband again by your side for raya celebration, kuih raya dan lain2 raya lagik. maaf zahir batin gak kalo ada terbuat salah silap, hehehe

buat sayangku:
sekarang aku dah ada ’sayang saya’ plak dah, hahahhahaha. lamanya tak jumpa ko. bz sesangat la tu. hopefully sentiasa ceria. jangan lupa buat rumah terbuka biskut makmur aku juga jangan dilupa. yang inti kacang tau! btw, mananya kek besday aku? hahahhaha. wajib ganti dengan 2 slices of blueberry cheesecake *nyum2* (dah tuko preference, hehe). selamat hari raya to u. enjoy your last raya as a single man. nanti nak kena kelek bini plak di hari raya, huhuhu. maaf zahir batin, sebab memang slamber pon aku ada menyinggung perasaan ko, hehe

buat farina:
sure ko lama tak baca blog akudah kan? but in case ko baca. selamat hari raya, maaf zahir batin. really enjoy my trips to taiping over all these years. thanx for being a very good friend to me. ko jangan la kawen awal2 sangat n tinggalkan aku, hahahahha (gler jahat, tamo kena tinggal). nanti kita plan2 selang beberapa bulan jer tau, hehe

buat wadie:
tabahlah berhari raya di perantauan. nanti kita celebrate raya haji jer ek? halalkan makan minum aku sumer. maaf zahir batin

buat nana:
selamat bertunang, hehehe. walau ko tak cakap, tetap aku tau, huhuhu. sok kawen jangan lupa lak jemput aku aaa. selamat hari raya, maaf zahir batin, halal makan minum, cakap kat asri skalik ek

buat umie:
selamat berhari raya dengan laki di merata2 tempat. bak kata ko dah ada 3 rumah kena supply kuih raya ek? kalo aku dalam mood nak melepak merata tempat, nanti aku melawat rumah ko. wat rumah terbuka tau untuk aku, hehehe

buat ummu:
salam peluk cium selamat hari raya kat wafa. kat ko gak selamat ari raya, maaf zahir batin. halal sumer makan minum. selalu melepak makan kat umah ko neh, hehehe. nanti aku beraya sambil mengambik kuih raya ek.

buat archiq:
semoga gembira di hari raya. jangan dok pk keje ajer. tinggalkan kejap keje tuh, enjoy2 sakan la ek. jangan lupa report f1 saya tuh! ehehhehehhe/ selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin.

buat nong:
selamat hari raya nong. maaf zahir batin. aku kasik janji2 manis nak merayap g sana belum gak tercapai2. nanti aku datang untuk makan masakkan ko, yehaaaa

buat fellow bloggers yang lain2:
buat ayu, delin, op, dobot dan lain2 (eh, korang baca lagik ker blog aku pon? hahahaha), selamat raya sakan, maaf zahir batin

buat kawan2 aku yg jadik silent reader tanpa pengetahuan, atau yang tercicir dari ucapan ini:
selamat hari raya, maaf zahir batin, di mana jua anda berada, cewah

i’m off untuk prepare for buka puasa. take care. don’t miss me too much, hehehe

report balik kampung ke taiping 2006 (hehehe)

i feel so damn sleepy today. arrived kj from taiping after a successfull rempit session at 1145pm. ate the yong taufu bought at kamunting’s pasar ramadhan at 12am. slept at 115am. woke up to prepare sahur at 445am. bath, sahur, iron clothes, pray. sambung tdo at 620am. final woke up at 810am.

the trip balik kampung to taiping can be counted as successful albeit acik yang agak2 tak pueh ati since tak sempat nak berbuka kat rumah, hehehhe. rumah farina had been renovated, with pagar tolak2 dikedua belah yang setanding dengan jiran2nya. farina kagum coz aku bleh mengecam pagar rumahnya dengan segera, hehehehhe. when i asked “baru ker renovate?”, i received “lama dah. ko yang lama tak datang!” dengan nada tak pueh ati, hahahha. apa bleh buat, i blame that on our menteris yg sesuka ati increase fuel and toll charged, huh.

trip to penang juga agak successful. my optometrist congratulated me on my power stability. dia kata increase skets sangat, so he prefer that i stay using my current power. padahal saya agak2 rabun dah jugak neh, hahhahaha. then he berated me for using contact lenses exceeding masa2 yang dicadangkan, huhuhu. then i bought 1 year supply of contact lenses. my contact lens cannot be purchased off the counter at most kedai2 spek terkemuka dan tidak terkemuka di kl. kat england optical, they can order it for you, kunun2 order kat main office, tapi sangatla mahal. mari lihat penjimatan saya:

england optical: 4 boxes x rm110 (rega dia kasik) = RM440
cheah optometrist: 4 boxes x rm60 = rm240

complete solutions, twin bottles, ditempat2 lain: RM40
Cheah optometrist: RM35

pastu mr cheah said to me “you selalu travel, i kasi you 3 botol travel pack solution. kalau you beli 1 botol RM5 diorang jual. i kasi you free!” and there i was, speachless, hehehehhe

penjimatan saya: (440-240) + (40-35) + 15 (free gift) = RM230

owhhh priceless. i’d surely come to penang again lagik next year. sesapa tinggal berdekatan, yang nak buat spec/contact lens, silala melawat cheah optometrist di sungai dua, penang. depan pintu pagar usm. kedai nampak agak2 posh2 gak, tapi sungguh best mr cheah itu, owhh.

lepas tuh kitorang pergi gurney plaza, jalan2 tanpa tujuan. farina get his bf perfume for his birthday. saya tengok jer sebab saya takder duitbirthday bf saya lambat lagik. tengok2 jam dah 330, kitorang g plak parit buntar. kat sini, saya g la butik yg saya slalu g tuh. butikla kunun, hahhahahha. anyway, akak itu mengerek ngan saya. saya telah insaf, sesungguhnya segamat itu lebih murah dan heaven nak beli2 baju/kain/mender2 nak kawen. so, parit buntar telah distrike dari list untuk datang next year, hehehhe.

balik taiping, makan 6 lauk untuk berbuka. we ate ikan bakar, kerabu ayam, sup ekor, telur dadar, sotong bakar and kailan ikan masin. nikmat gler. sumer2 skali berjumlah rm40. tahun depan datang lagik, hahahhahaha.

ari ahad, g pasar ramadhan, beli kuih makmur (farina malas nak diajak buat kuih, dengan alasan, oven yg sesuwai takder), yong taufu, ikan masak tempoyak and wantan daging. meriah gler pasar ramadhan kamunting. berbuka plak ada orang belanja kat taiping resort, nyeh nyeh nyeh.

malamnya, dengan penuh kemeriahan, saya telah merempit pulang. 845-1145. 3 jam beb, hahahahha. itupun bawak pelan jer, dengan sesekali exceeding speed limit (120km/j).

ari ini, saya amat mengantuk, rasa nak tdo ajer. mintak2 kawan saya ajak balik cepat. dahla network umpama biskut, sekejap ada sekejap takder. sungguh mengganggu konsentrasi.

and i miss bf saya, a lot.

i said to farina, saya sangat suka dengan my bf yang layan segala gedikss saya. yes, he’s not perfect, but he belanja me makan. queue for me. layan my gedik2 and tahan ngan my ngada2. big hug for him. owhh, syahdunya kena tinggalkan sayang saya itu. takperla, ada rezeki, kita g mekah plak sesama di masa depan, okay? settt

until then. i’ll leave u all for today. selamat berbuka puasa!

another tag

pejadah asyik kena tag? ari neh tag berupa karangan plak, hahhahahha. sila baca mender yg archiq tag saya ini

-appearance-
saya suka pakai baju lawa2, ropol2, kena matching semua sekali but i do keep/wear baju yg dah tahap leh jadik kain buruk when the mood strikes me

saya overly friendly and peramah sehingga membuatkan even lelaki yg malu2 ngan pompuan pon tak malu ngan aku but i like membuat muka sombong and malas bersosial when the mood strikes me

saya overly ceria dan suka gelak but i can be overwhelm with emosion just as easily

saya tak suka bermekap sebab lipstick makes my lips dry and flaky, pipi saya dah merah, tak perlu blusher, but sometimes i love putting on eyeshadow to match my tudung, hehehhe

saya comel, hahahhahahahha

-family/home life-
saya amat suka balik ke kampung dan berkepit ngan mak ayah saya sebab saya pernah mimpi diorang meninggal and perasaan semasa itu adalah amat menyesakkan nafas. hargai parents anda selagi stok masih ada!

saya juga bercita2 menjadi suri rumah yang berjaya dan mempunyai anak2 yang comel2 yang berlari2 sambil memanggil saya “mama” (maksud tersirat: saya kemaruk nak berlaki, hahahahhaha, opss)

-school/work-
i always been that brilliant girl, yang boleh pass with flying colours dengan hanya membaca buku cerita in primary school.

i always been that clever girl, yang boleh pass with fying colours dengan hanya menumpukan perhatian di dalam kelas and doing homework in secondary school (maksud tersirat: pemalas nak blajo)

i did not do as well as primary n secondary school in university, since you need to be harworking and not rely on your cleverness ajo. padan muka aku! hahahhaha

at work, i love trying new areas yang tak pernah buat. i catch on pretty quickly and now my sr staff even offered me “awak tanak buat development ker?” (note: i’m a civil engineer graduate working in IT/software developer company, heh)

-embarassment-
pekejadah nak cter menda2 memalukan? enough said!

-travelling-
saya sangat suka merayau2. my favourite city will always been makkah. seronok tengok ka’bah, percayalah! madinah held some sweet memories too, tapi kat sana udara dia extreme sangat, tarik nafas pon terasa berdebu2

next year macam ada plan nak membuat lawatan ke indonesia. sapa nak ikut wei? aku jadi penganjur neh, hehehehhe (archiq kompem nak ikut tuh, heheheh)

saya juga sangat sukakan taiping!

-sexuality-
apa mender neh? saya suka sex? hahahahhahha. mana nak tau wei, aku sopan santun wei, anak dara lagik, hahahhaha. anyway, i’m straight, walaupun saya suka usya pompuan. tapi kan, saya musykil laaa. kenapa ek, when i’m around pompuan2 yg tak berapa rapat, saya tak terasa at ease, terasa macam terancam jer. kalo ngan lelaki, slamber jer at ease, mesra jer. isk isk isk

-crimes-
pekejadah cter crimes? bukan blog kena pantau ker? kang polis tangkap aku kang, hahahhaha

-honesty-
jujurlah padaku jika kau tak lagi suka, opsss, hahahhaha.

saya tak suka bohong. kalo taknak berterus terang, saya akan memutar belitkan keadaan sahaja, dan itulah yg membuatkan ayah saya kata, anaknya ini kaki putar alam, hehehhehe

-drugs/alcohol-
tah. no comment. boring jer topic neh, next!

-death and suicide-
lately i dreamed about many people’s death. sungguh menyedihkan saya. saya yang selama ini tak takut mati, tetiba jadik ngeri. i’m not ready to die! ada banyak benda aku lom buat (maksud tersirat: aku lom kawen lagi weiii, hahahah). suicide – will never do it. giler ker? tak ready nak mati, wat suicide plak

-materialism-
saya tak kisah pun makan kat gerai2 but yet i cringe at the thought of living in flat (apa kelassssssss)

i frequent hush puppies coz i like their lines of clothing but i also shop at reject shop, hehehhe

saya suka mender2 branded yang original, makanya, i need more money! hahahhahha

-political/social attitutes-
saya bermulut manis. full stop.

-random-
fanatic f1. fanatic fan of kimi raikkonen and dewa. suka lagu indon. layan lagu jepun. suka komik penyiasat remaja and shinchan. suka buku romance gak. jiwang tak tentu hala. blablabla (malas dah nak tulis, hahahha). eh lupa, saya juga suka kucing seperti archiq (buh nama archiq sebab wat rujukan kat entry dia la neh), meowwwwwww

a few topic dalam neh for sure akan meningkatkan hit, ekoran orang2 yang search, hahahhahahha. sian termisleading diorang ek. anyway, maybe tak blog dah kot ari neh. i’m off to taiping tomorrow. doakan saya selamat. have a great weekends u all, daaaaaa

dendang perantau

tahun neh secara kebetulan macam berpakat2 plak tak raya kat malaysia. a friend of mine, who also happened to be the fiance of my friend since sekolah menengah, telah selamat tak dapat beraya due to kejadian kapal rosak di vietnam, yang membuat operasi tergendala seminggu. if tak rosak, he was supposed to dapat beraya di malaysia.

my friend yang since sekolah menengah itu plak telah selamat diberitakan oleh boss dia, dia akan ke vietnam gak. memula i thought she will be joining his fiance, skalik reropanya dia akan naik kapal lain. serious shit jugakla for her. dahla kelam kabut nak kawen/tanak kawen (since exact date asik bolak balik jer family lelaki tuh). apa2 persiapan pon takder lagik. latest date, maybe around early next year they will get married. abes dah la asyik2 busy. pehtu naik2 kapal lagik. tah bila nak kelam kabut buat persiapan tahla, huhuhu.

another friend of mine (yang tidak bertunang dengan memana kawan aku lagik, hahahha), volunteered himself untuk pergi vietnam (ke myanmar aa?) before ramadhan even started, so dia selamat ada kat sana laa. tah apsal laa kawan aku tuh. membawa diri kot sejak selepas putus chenta neh. misterius sungguh kawan saya neh, bila tanya2 tamo jawab. wadie plak tak pandai korek2 rahsia. kan dah takbleh bergossip, huh. hahahahhaha, takper2.

then my dear bestfriend ini plak, tengah2 mengumpat artis2 indon yang meriah2 membuat album kerohanian sempena bulan ramadhan (atau dalam bahasa melayu mudahnya nasyid), dia pon sms dengan mengatakan “oh yer, aku g vietnam 23hb neh). my initial reaction was “uisk, sumer g vietnam? leh laa wat open house kat vietnam”. to this he replied “Chilaker laa. sehari lagi nak raya ko tau”. hehehehhe, lupa la plak kan kita raya 24.

aku sebenarnya kewl jer, wat tak kisah jer, skits pon tak meroyan dengan berita dia harus ke vietnam coz i won’t even be here myself for this raya. kalo tak menggelupur laa aku meroyan, hahahhahha. so i comfort him by saying “takpe2, ko blk nanti aku wat karipap sardin ngan kuih raya. wat open house untuk ko” and he quickly agreed with “ok2″, hehehehhehe.

tengokla ek wadie, kalo aku kerajinan 18 neh, sambil2 kemas mengemas tuh, aku watkanla ko karipap sardin. kalo aku rajin laaaaaaaa. mana tau aku malas lak ari tuh, hahahahhahha.

okayla korang. sambung wat keje balik. cayok2. blahh. hehehe.

entry yang emosi untuk bf/laki orang

“jom”

about 45 mins before that, i was wandering around in pasar ramadhan sec 17, shah alam. salivating over almost everything (haihhh, melebihi orang puasa la plak). maybe sebab saya kelaparan gamaknya (pagi makan spagetti, tengahari minum secawan air kosong + sekeping biskut), semua pon saya nampak sedap. nampaknya kalo saya puasa saya lebih mampu menahan nafsu yang bergelora, hahahahhaha.

anyway, been pushing my beloved bf to buka puasa with me yesterday. been threatened him to sahur with me on saturday if he couldn’t make it to buka puasa, which he cheekily agreed (cehh). i was pestering him to spend a day buka puasa with me since the 1st day we fast. at that time he was all “ok”. but bila dah dekat2, i always get this answer “tengokla dulu nanti camner”, which made me really gerammmm jer dengan dia.

anyway, rerupanya i’ve been underestimating my bf itu. setelah saya menghantar sms yang agak2 reverse psychology yang berbunyik “awak tanak berbuka ngan saya ek?”, makanya dia telah bersetuju berbuka ngan saya.

tapiiiiiiiiiiiii, apsal plak la saya yang period awak yang tak posa ek sayang? isk isk isk, sabo jerla ngan bf saya itu. makanya, dia telah berjaya mendapat ayat perli daripada saya seperti ayat pertama perenggan ini, hahahhaha. kata dia, gler penat tengahari tadik, tuh dia terpecah tuh (tuhlaaa, tamo bangun sahur lagik!). tak kisahla, i just postponed our buka puasa event to dinner event. takla sesak dengan crowd yang g berbuka puasa.

i left home at around 710 and arrive setapak around 750. aiksss, slow plak aku bawak keta? ehh, memang ler dalam 40 minit nak g setapak pada kelajuan normal, hahahhahah. gler jauh. camnerla nak dera mamat tuh g dating suh naik moto datang sini? gler nak mampus jauhnya. suruh naik lrt kata dia tak reti naik lrt, macam2 ler.

anyway, we had dinner at gerai char kuey teow kat taman merdeka ker taman bunga raya tah namanya, hahahhaha, dekat2 ngan wangsa maju. layann laa gak. ada 3 ekor udang yang ganas. nak beli kena beratur. bf saya yang baik hati telah mengatakan “awak g la duduk, saya beratur”. he bought me a large serving of char kuey teow which i couldn’t finish (mana nak abes, balik dari pasar ramadhan dah taram 1 kepak ayam, 1 percik dan 9 suap mee goreng, hahahhaha).

after dinner, he proposed to jalan2 tengok kl dengan ucapan “awak pernah tengok kl waktu malam?”. wahhhh, innocentnya laaa saya neh kalo tak pernah tengok kl waktu malam, hahahhahahah. anyway, saya wat2 laa suka and innocent dengan agreed to him untuk ronda2 menghabiskan minyak keta saya. we pusing2 the klcc then take jalan sultan ismail. sebab saya dah menguap 10 kali, dia pon ajak jerla saya balik, hehehehhe (menguap 10 kali pada pukul 930? hahahhahhahha, hampeh tol)

eh, sebenarnya kan, saya nak cerita pasal lelaki2 hampeh. over plak, tercerita pasal kisah dating2, hahahahha.

gini, i always innocently believe that seorang bf itu selalu melebihkan awek dia. yerla, dolu2 pun, with my x, we had this ling distance relationship which made acara dating2 itu almost impossible. so, he made up with calling2 me dengan mesranya, hehehhe.

ok, takper. then with my bestfriend wadie, even with me, his friend, tak pernah plak dia say no to teman me shopping or tengok wayang if he can make it. tapiiiii, back then when he was with his 2nd last x-gf (ker ko ada clash sesapa lagik tanpa pengetahuan aku ha wadie? hahahha), dia pernah mengcancel janji2 manis dia pada aku, sebab x dia tuh ajak dia tengok wayang. hoihhh, sangat marah + jealous saya pada masa itu. maka saya pon dengan kecik ati berfikir “yerlaa, sapala aku. bukan awek dia pon”

haaaaaa, itu membuktikan, seorang pakwe itu haruslah dedicated kepada gf dia. contoh lain plak, this friend of mine, bf dia sangatla concern kepada dia. hatta mahu ke kedai yang sedepa daripada umah pon dia tak kasik. harusnya tunggu gak bf dia temankan dia, huhuhuhu. eventhough i was kinda rimas if my bf macam itu punya concern, tapi deep in my mind feel, that is what couples suppose to be.

never did it ever crossed my mind that more than 1/2 of men population are not in the “devoted” condition. mula2 adala this friend of mine, yang ngadu pakwe dia tamo spend time ngan dia. to which, i always cakap2 dalam ati, pakwe ko neh tak sayang ko sepenuh hati kot. huhuhu, jahatnya saya. sebagai balasan cash dari tuhan, saya mendapat pakwe yang agak2 serupa la gak, hahahhahaha (gelakkan diri sendiri).

then ada plak x wadie di zaman silam dia, yang get married to this poyo2 man. wei gler ker, dah kawen tinggalkan bini sensorang kat umah? ko nak mamposssss? erkk, teremosi plak saya, excuse me. ehem. so, tak pasal2 dia telah menjadi desperate housewive and telah asyik2 mengcontact bestfriend saya. camner tuh? dilema bestfriend saya itu, yang takut terskandal ngan bini orang, hahahahha.

wei, korang2 orang lelaki sekalian, most of us, your gf/aweks/bini tak minta banyak pun. we ask for some of your time to spend with us. kitorang rindu la weii kat korang. kitorang nak suka2 ngan orang lain pun hati tak senang. asyik nak ingatkan korang jer. kitorang tak mintak pun intan berlian harta berjuta2 (kalo nak kasik, kitorang takla tolak, hahahha), atau makan kat chilli’s, secret recipe’s, kenny roger’s, pizza hut, restoran2 mewah, hotel2 5 bintang (skalik lagi, kalo ajak kitorang tak tolak), ajak makan kat gerai depan umah pon jadikla. takder pon nak makan mahal2 abeskan duit korang. takpun tamo banjer kitorang, split the bill pon takper. yang pentingnya, kitorang nak spend time together, okay? apa, tak best sangat ker keluar ngan kitorang neh? tak cukup cun ker nak dishow off pada people (wei, btw, kitorang bukan mender yang buleh ditayang2, kitorang manusia la wei)? kalo tak best, baik tak couple in the 1st place. baik korang ajak kitorang clash jer. baik korang jangan kawen jer ngan kitorang (dalam kes yg dah kawen tuh)

maybe korang rasa mender neh mender kecik2 jer, tak penting. tapi percayalah, penting neh tau. sebabnya kitorang jeles aaa tengok pakwe2 yang caring tuh. korang pun cubalah jadik caring skets. takla kitorang mintak tetiap malam korang kena teman kitorang. takla jugak korang takleh lepak ngan member2 sesama jantina. tapi dulukanlah kitorang neh sketss. kasik sekurang2nya 60% kat kitorang 40% kat member korang, pun kami tak ah mengamuk. ini ada plak sampai kes 99% kat member 1% kat gf/aweks/bini. gler ahhhhhh

okay ek kaum2 lelaki yg tak sedar diri tuh, sila amik peringatan segera. yang sedar diri, sila puji diri sendiri and teruslah menjadik bf/laki yang baik. untuk lelaki2 yg baik itu, saya mewakili pompuan2 yang bertuah nak mengucapkan, “i love you bebeh! *muahh*”

p/s: bf saya walaupun susah nak diajak keluar, tapi tidaklah juga dia berhati batu sampai bleh meresist ayat power saya, hahahhahahha. i love u too sayang *blush*

gossip2 liar

kalo korang jenis yang sungguh peka, u would mengesan that i’m in my literature mood again. ayat2 entry berbunga2 semacam, hahahhaha. today, i even managed to sumbat some ayat bunga2 in my minutes of meeting, owhh

alang2 saya di dalam mood bahasa berbunga2, i might as well complete some more of my abandon project of “wahai kau cinta”. errr, tapi tuhla. kalo saya dah balik rumah, saya dah makan2, saya dah baring2, saya sungguh malasssss nak mengejutkan notebook saya. so, saya tak janji ek. i’ll try my best though, untuk merajinkan diri.

okey, saya nak mengumpat nehh. syyyyyyyyyyyyy. *pandang kiri kanan*. u know, i was downloading and watching the latest season of survivor, this time on cook island. tah kat mana pulau tukang masak tuh tah. dengo2 cam familiar jer. ahh, tak kirala. am not gossipping about the island *evil grin*

sekarang diorang dah divided to 2 main tribe. last week yg kalah tribe nama raro neh. kat tribe neh ada sorang mamat bernama jp yang sungguh pemalas. dia tau mengarah2 jer. “woii, amikkan air aku” “woii, g masak nasik!” “woii, kipas2 aku” “Woii, picit2 badan aku” (err, hanyalah imaginasi penulis semata2, mana dia reti cakap melayu, hahahha). anyway, dia memang pemalas laa. hobi dia duk terkangkang gitu. makanya nak dijadikan gossip, ada sekali tuh, tengah2 dihighlightkan betapa pemalasnya mamat jp neh kan, aku pon usya laa dia yg terkangkang tuh. guess what i see? errkkk? hard on? omg! *gosok2 mata* i was gawking at my samsong flatscreen monitor (hero dalam gossip ini, hahahha, sebab takder monitor camner nak tengok cter kat pc?). isk isk isk, apolaaaa, sungguh merosakkan image sopan saya yg sedang bersahur, huhuhuhu (kalo nak kata, kurang pahala, saya dah raya pon pagi neh, hahahhaha, so takper la tenung pagi2 tadik tuh, heh)

tah hapa2 la kan. anyway abang jp yg pemalas tuh sudah divote keluar. makanya, tak dapat kita menengok dia membuat aksi2 horny lagik, hahhahahahha.”jp, the tribe has spoken” kata abang jeff favourite aku. abang jeff tuh kiyut kan? siap ada dimples. eh, aku melalut lagik. haa, cukup2 setakat itu sahaja umpatan ari neh. lain kali cerita lagikkkkkkkkk. daaaa

p/s: i try to look for the “hard-on” pic, tapi tak jumpa plak. so, korang usya jerla pic yg ada neh, huhuhu

pemalasssssssssssssssssss

tangan cover mender2 penting, *evil grin*

harap muka jer ensem, huh!

picture courtesy of: Survivor Official Website

goodbye suzuka

i’ve been planning to visit suzuka in 2007 with my dearest, back then when i was hopelessly in love with him (insert lagu pupus here, hehehe). him, being in love with anything japan related, and dreaming of another trip to japan, agreed. me, being a fanatic f1 fan (errr, maybe even was my dearest’s fanatic fan too, hahahah), was planning all sort of things to do. let’s take a recap by clicking here.

anyway, for most of you that are actually my friends in real life, you know what happened to “us”. yeah right, there’s no “us”, hehehhe. co-incidentally, this year will be the last grandprix held in suzuka, at least for many years to come. for next season, the race will be held in fuji circuit. see the perkaitannya? no “us”, no suzuka 2007.

for many of you that knew of my departure on the 19th, you might say that this is the last race that i can watch live for this season (mind you that i NEVER miss A race since 2002). the last race i can watch kimi racing in that magnificent (at least in look, hehe), chrome mp4-21. the last race i can see him in white suit with black undershirt (sob sob). the last race for this season will be held on the 22th. sapala ek nak kena jadik reporter? takper, i’ll assign at least 5 reporters untuk mendapat laporan menyeluruh. takkanla out of 5, takder sorang pun bleh harap ek?

back to suzuka, this circuit will always held beautiful memory for me. the 1 that will play over and over again in my head. the memory of kimi winning the race, back from the 17th place. he overtook fishicella on the last lap to claim his 7th victory for season 2005. his 1st win was back then in 2003, in malaysia. i remembered well, that i was circulating the sepang circuit from afar. back then i can’t affort for f1 ticket. i was saying some sort of mantra for good luck. and kimi won his 1st race (secara kebetulannya ajer)

eh, aku merepek lagik. anyway, i believe many had gone nostalgic, here this weekends. with michael racing for the last time in suzuka, 2nd last time in his life (unless he rejoins in the future, which is very unlikely), kimi driving for 2nd last time for mclaren (unless he returns in 2010 – hey, 1 can be hopefull, right?). both of them, i think really need the win. badly in need of it.

kimi, i believe wants to leave the team with at least a valuable win for them, as a way of saying “thank yous”. but then, both mclaren fail to shine in qualifying, due to the wrong choice of tyre, and of course, lack of speed. finishing 5th is a really good effort on kimi’s side. tak caya cuba tengok pedro in the same car. pedro couldn’t manage to budge even 1 place from his qualifying grid. finish 12th pun sebab michael retired.

michael needs to win to seal his world championship. of course he want to grab his 8th wc title. never mind alonso, he’s still young. he can still be wc later on. alonso is not the 1 retiring after this season. eh, tapi betul ker alonso bleh dapat wc lagik? with kimi in the red car next year, and him being in mclaren, with lewis hamilton as a highly possible teammate..*gelak2 jahat* anyhow, the ferrari fails michael. the last time the ferrari car of michael retired akibat car’s failure, was back then in 2001. di saat2 genting begini kok keretanya rosak? waduh2. if i were michael, i’d surely bawled my eyes out. michael really showed good spirit though. he even went around the pit, comforting his engineers. it is said that 1 of the engineer was actually crying – for the failure to deliver a winning car for michael.

alonso was ecstatic. he only needs to finish 8th in inter lagos to claim his back to back wc. not that he doesn’t deserve it though. takperla alonso, enjoy your wc while u can. esok2 kimi plak membawa pulang 9 wc, kalahkan record michael, hahahahha.

anyway, am feeling forlorn right now. it is hard to say goodbye. suzuka, we’ll miss you..

kisah macam2

“aku rasa memang ramai orang psiko la kan?” asked wadie when we were on our journey back home. that statement followed his story about his ex yang kekurangan kasih sayang yg kept on calling2 him albeit being a newlywed. this bini orang, i suspect of still takbleh lupa sama wadie. kesian jugak aku mendengarnya. and wadie told me “dia dah buat ayat2 macam desperate housewives! takut aku. tanak aku skandal ngan bini orang!”

then we proceed, discussing nasib2 semua orang. cter2 pasal perangai2 orang. then i think it is the right moment to say what the thing that had been pent-up all this while.

“aku rela kalau direject terang2an tapi…dia tak reject aku. dia ngaku jer dia bf aku. dia layan jer aku bila aku ngada2. bila dia wat aku kecik ati gegiler, hangen gegiler, tetiba dia buat ayat2 yg kasik aku cair plak”

what to make of this huh? tahla..i guess no significant answer from wadie side either (kalo tak mesti dah resolve skits masalah ini kan?). to be truth, i’m not really comfortable to discuss another man with him. entahlaa ek.

this bf of mine, is still a big mystery to me. he does not has anything to gain by playing “bf” role to me kalau dia tak suka aku. i do feel at time, that we will not last, that he doesn’t even has it in his heart to love me, but then keluar plak ayat2 seperti dalam entry terdahulu tuh “insyaallah jodoh kita..”

arghhhh, so bloody confusing. and today, in need of some loving words, sms him saying “nak tidur dah. meh nak upah” which he did not respond quick enough. harrass him by sending another sms “mana upahnya neh? isk2 :P” to this he replied “isk awak. *muah* dah gi tdo”

i’m grinning like a fool.

i’m content.

at least for now.

haze. arghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

today is one of those day that everything goes out of my grasp. with the haze becoming worsen which make it’s difficult to breathe, my left ear choose to be pekak today, lebih kurang macam kalau masuk air, tapi takder plak air. to top it all, my car refuses to even start. batterry problem, said one. echoed by others. there goes my money. *big sigh*

my friend, who agreed to accompany me to my trip “balik kampung ke taiping” can’t make it due to family matters on her side. well, nobody plans it this way, right? no need to feel guilty my friend. anyhow, here comes my dilemma

my first thought is to paksa my bf to play escort. anyhow, him being him (errr..do i qualify to say it like this though?), refused to be paksa-ed. the fact that he has to work on saturday in his new office give him somehow strong reason not to teman me. “alaaa..awak pontengla”. “banyakla awak”. huh, feel so much kecik hati here. huh, awak memang tak sayangkan saya. sampai la hati awak buat macam ni kat saya. kalau apa2 jadik kat saya (nauzubillah), taula awak!

eventhough my 1st thought is to paksa him, but the first sms went to wadie. to which he replied “aku malasla nak jalan2 next week. nak lepak2 kat gomeh yo”. haaaaaa, ini buleh lagik diusahakan neh. tahap keberjayaan still stay 50-50, tapi saya akan menggunakan segala usaha yg ada untuk menjayakan rancangan saya ini, hehehehhe. doakanlah saya ini. wadie, if you are reading this, ko yakin tak nyesal kalo jadik apa2 kat aku? (nauzubillah again)

my last option will be taking 1/2 day on monday. then i can bertolak from taiping after sahur on monday morning. i choose not to travel at night alone due to the car conditions. memang ler slalunya ivan tuh ok. kalo tetiba dia buat hal, tak ker mampos aku kalo sorang2. hmmmmm

okla, cukupla meluahkan perasaan ini hari. see u all, daaa

cerita pasal shopping

i got myself a new umbrella. blue in colour. catalogue ordered.

like almost every woman, i do love shopping. but i almost despise fruitless shopping spree (read: window shopping). almost. since there are days when i can’t affort to buy stuffs (read: hujung2 bulan. erkk, kekadang tengah bulan pon dah takder duit, due to membayar hutang credit card untuk bulan sebelumnya).

i like buying stuffs for others (if i can afford it). my mom always shaking her head when i spend my study loan money on my precious nephews. “mak bapak diorang gaji banyak. biarlah dia belikan!” well, i never listen to her, and my precious nephews (on last count = 4) always get new shirts at least twice a year. now that i’ve become career woman (ehem), there’s no more excuse not to get them stuffs.

shopping spree for me nearly always goes like this: plan what to buy, plan where to buy, plan when to buy and go out and buy.

basically i don’t take that much time compared to other women (or should i say men). when i see something i like, i just grab it and pay (again, if i can afford it, hehe). if not, that stuff gonna torment me night and day, huhuhu (nyesal tak sudah).

for this raya, my shopping plan goes like this:

1. baju raya anak – done

2. get myself at least 2 pairs of baju kurung siap

3. tudung raya – to match all those baju raya

4. see my optometrist and get contact lenses supply for 1 year

5. kasut raya – hmmmm

6. sandal for the overseas trip

7. maybe get some stuff for that trip as well

plan 2-7 will be executed in penang/parit buntar/taiping. might need some more trip to 1 utama for plan 6 and 7. balik2 dari umrah, haa tersengkang laa tengok credit card punya bill, hahhahahaha.

offered to buy “pakngah” baju raya as well, but “pakngah” kata “banyak duit awak” and “takperla, saya pakai baju raya yang lepas2″ and “baju raya saya tanak. saya nak banglo raya bleh?” hahahhahahhaha, hampeh tul. ordered “pakngah” to get himself baju raya in red to match all those beloved kids and he gelak bergolek2, isk isk. tengoklah, if i don’t go overboard and smash my budget buying stuffs for myself, will try to get baju raya for him, hehehe

okayla korang semua, until later. take care, daaaaa