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Jun 27, 2005

rindu…

Difailkan di bawah: jiwa kacau — by muna @ 11:49 pm

ngapala tetiba rasa rindu jer nih? beria datang office tapi tak jadi buat keje pun. last2 dok melepak jer sambil membaca blog orang. seronok upanya amik tau pasal org lain nih :P

bulan 6 nih pun dah jadi cam bulan tak best. sebabnya dengan gaji yg kurang dr apa yg aku expected. tak slow talk lagik nih ngan akak hr exec tuh. nantila bila2 dah kul skits hati ini (sigh) pastu last saturday, jalan tergesa sangat, dah tersadung lubang kat tepi jalan, huwaaaaaaa, terus terpelecok n tergeliat n terseliuh kaki nih. bengkak gler. sabtu senja tuh aku dah tokleh jalan dah. merangkak jadinya cam budak umo 8 bulan (blush) ingatkan nak mc kot tak ok isnin tuh tp ahad dah kurang skits bengkaknya. mengenangkan keje2 yg banyak..datang gakla keje. tak sangka, dedicated gak upanya aku nih :P

eh, dah lari topik plak. rindu? hmmmm. maybe rindu kat bespren aku yg parents aku pekenan wat menantu tuh kot. ehehehehhe. apola, nasib bespren aku tak lari 1000km mendengar proposal parents aku tuh. biasanya slalu gak jumpa, nih dah dekat sebulan gakla tak jumpa. kot takder aral, jumaat nih leh la jumpa. tatau apsal, tapi memang enjoy being with him. takderla nak feeling2 ngan dia pun, sebab dengan herannya, tatau apsal aku tak terjatuh chenta lak ngan dia nih. maybe dah melangkaui perasaan chenta tuh kot antara aku dan dia (blush). semalam dok kol dia, cter b4 masuk gaji nih, sampai dinner lauk ikan masin jer. tak sangka lak dia concern. b4 end call, dia siap pesan “eh, ko tuh jaga diri bebaik. kesian lak aku dengar makan lauk ikan masin jer..” yerla wadie, tak dah :D

pastu rindu gak ngan kekasih hati. kekasih hati busy tuh. aku pun nih busy tapi wat2 tak busy. kekasih hati…muahahahah, apola slamber iktiraf kekasih hati kat orang. tapi apa nak wat, dah ati dah suka kan ;) bilala nak ngedet ngan kekasih hati lagik nih (sigh)

lagi..rindu ngan kengkawan sumer. berikut adalah kengkawan yg asyik bermain2 di fikiran aku nih:

1. amoy – dah jadik ibu kepada muhamad umar haqeem. hubby dia merangkap member aku gak kasik no hset dia suruh aku kol wife dia tuh, tapi tak sempat2 nak reload n kol dia. nanti ek amoy. bilala ko nak balik shah alam, nak main ngan baby ko

2. nob – apa ko wat ek nob? ari tuh dedekat konsert ko sms aku tak balas pun. kecik ati benonya ko tak ikut walaupun alasan kukuh gler. nanti aku reload nak kol ko gak

3. farina – rindu kat dia sefamily nih. sejak keje nih bz semacam jer. pastu cam marah kat aku lak tuh pasal degil, tak reti2 bahasa nak gak suka ngan kekasih hati tuh. dahhhhh, ati aku nih yg degil. apa aku nak buat???

selain kengkawan, rindu gak sama along n family. lately jarang plak diorang balik kg. ada komplot hapa tah. ops lupa, akak aku dah start blajo balik pjj dia.rindu sama nephews aku sumer tuh. aku ngat nak bawak diorang jenjalan kat kl, tp dah gaji masuk ciput jer, kensel la, uhuhuhuhu

pastu rindu kat parents aku gak. tiap minggu balik pun rindu. bila balik kang mulala gaduh, ehehhehe. tapi rasanya mereka mengerti, gaduh2 pun aku sayang gak sama mereka. mekacih mak, mekacih ayah

rindu gaks sama dewa. tetiap ari dengo suara once, petikan guitar andra

rindu sama kimi, hopefully resolve all problems n leh racing this weekends

aku rindu…huwaaaaaaaaa

Jun 22, 2005

dream dream dream

Difailkan di bawah: perancangan masa depan — by muna @ 11:51 pm

Dream dream dream dream dream dream dream
When I want you
In my arms
When I want you
And all your charms
Whenever I want you all I have to do is dream…

When I feel blue
In the night
And I need you to hold me tight
Whenever I want you
All I have to do is dream…

I can make you mine
Taste your lips of wine
Any time
Night or day
Only trouble is
Gee whiz
I’m dreamin my life away

I need you so
That I could die
I love you so
And that is why
Whenever I want you all I have to do is dream…

I can make you mine
Taste your lips of wine
Any time
Night or day
Only trouble is
Gee whiz
I’m dreamin my life away

I need you so
That I could die
I love you so
And that is why
Whenever I want you all I have to do is dream…

1st time dengar lagu nih kat iklan apa tah. try carik n jumpa band nih. best gak everly brothers nih. tak silap the beattles pun terinspirasi oleh band nih

anyway, bukan nak cter pasal everly brothers nih tp pasal dream. in my opinion life is hard enough. tanpa hope n dream kita takkan mampu nak menghadapi masa depan. nak buka mata pagi2 pun sure takder semangat

tak disangka2, i shared the same philosophy with a quite close friend of mine. we both have what we call ‘tujuan hidup’. something that we look forward tuh. in a sense mender nih a part of dream kot. or maybe a part of hope, whatever (grin)

sumer org mesti ada dream nih. ada dream nak kaya. ada dream nak jadik terkenal. ada dream nak kawen ngan awek/pakwe cun/ensem. ehehehe, whatever laaa kan

my dream for the past weak nih: nak merasa 1st permanent job’s salary + outstation allowance since telah dipaksa/dipinjamkan untuk duduk tg malim sampai hjg bln nih. but then bila check dlm acc, takder pun outstation allowance (cry) memang sedih rasanya bila our hope n dream shattered cenggitu. never mind, kita teruskan dream nih lagik. try nak settle mender nih. hopefully dpt la, since a bit tight la financial lately. dgn phone yg wat halnya..

but then, look on the bright side of it – dpt phone baru. ehehhe, one of my dream come true. meh kita usya phone aku yg tersyg nih jap (grin)�

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anyhow…keep on dreaming buddies coz without dreams siapala diri kita nih..

Jun 21, 2005

why why why????

Difailkan di bawah: f1, kerja — by muna @ 1:17 pm

can’t believe what happened in indianapolis last weekend. just got time to write about it since ari nih network nih baik n tak meragam

it all starting with tyre failure on ralph’s car. pastu michelin tokleh kesan apa masalahnya lagik n declare their tyre not suitable for race (sigh)

fia pon satu hal gak. tak berjaya carik kompromi yg bleh memuaskan ati sumer pihak. so terkontang kanting la 3 teams race gak last weekend. macam bodoh ajer tgk ferrari main lumba2 berdua. huwaaa frustatednya since i’m expecting REAL race, bukan org main2 cam org bodo

dunno what will happen now. sumer team dah dipanggil mengadap. dah kena charges by the fia. hopefully everything will turn out ok

22 june now..got another 8 days in tg malim. nanti dah jadik org kj la kita (wink wink)

gotta finish my work now..SDD SDD…

Jun 16, 2005

3 wins and counting

Difailkan di bawah: f1, my kimi — by muna @ 11:53 am

Kimi yg tersayang menang lagik kali nih kat montreal plaks. weekends nih ada race lagik kat indianapolis. hope menang lagi dan lagi :D

demam konsert dewa tak abis2 lagi nih walau dah hampir 3 minggu berlalu. aku asyik psg vclip konsert yg aku amik dgn cybershot aku tuh. tq cybershot :D

malas la plak nak membebel pepanjang, network slow sungguh la kat UPSI nih. nanti2 la bila dah dpt connection laju…

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